With friends around me who're in love with floorball or who're in floorball or who're disappointed cos they didn't get into floorball just made me think about my previous love for floorball.

I found this on my very old blog.

"I'm going to take part in all the floorball interhouse competitions in sec 2, 3 and 4. RJ has floorball! =)"

I wrote this in sec 1 after playing in floorball IHG. There was this whole long paragraph about myself feeding the goals to help Buckle win 1st for floorball IHG and the feeling of accomplishment for helping to secure our win. That said, I still wonder why I decided not to go for floorball trials at all. But I don't regret it, so it's okay.

I do regret one thing though.
Or maybe MISS TERRIBLY.

Judo. Everytime I see judokas I feel that twinge of disappointment with myself. I almost hate myself for quitting judo. When I read my blog posts about judo trainings, I always remember fondly the sense of accomplishment that I feel after every training because honestly, in sec 1 my stamina was utter crap. Doing such an intense sport in sec 1 when my stamina was like shit meant that I had to have alot of discipline and mental power to take me through. I feel like a weakling now.

Argh. I'm seriously contemplating joining judo if I don't get into any other sports cca and decide that I don't want to join sailing. About council, well, I guess I might try for it, but I don't exactly want to do it. Oh, and I'm in Entrepreneur's Network! Hahahha.
 

I made new friends from stuff like CCA tryouts and uh, workshop sessions.

CCA tryouts can be the most people-bonding activity ever. The stress of finding a CCA you like and getting into it becomes an immediate conversation starter between random (or not so random) strangers and a friendship easily forms. And to clarify, new friends do not equate to boys. I made friends with many RG girls I've never talked to in my 4 years and I never talked to them because they looked to me like they didn't wanna talk, but actually they're all very willing to talk if you start talking to them. (:

And during the PW work session, we were broken up into groups so there was absolutely no choice but for us to interact with members of the opposite sex whether we liked it or not. I guess it wasn't so bad because the 2 guys in my group were actually nice and not overbearing. One of them's the Brand's Essence of Chicken cum The Arena debate guy. He seems like a male Kishma in the sense that he's expressive and very much the drama type. The other one (Joseph?) was really quiet, but I found out that he actually talks if he wants to. But that's a separate issue. I think Ruici's group had this guy who was quite domineering and Xiang didn't like him so Kishma and I were lucky! I hope I get a nice PW group, as well as a very nice OG.

Anyway, I might have gotten into sailing. My chances of getting into Wushu is also quite high cos I have martial arts background (yay, tkd!). Next week I'm going for volleyball and touch rugby tryouts and then after that I will decide. I want to get into volleyball, but I don't think I have much chances because I do not have the height advantage. Sadz

JIP is pretty much boring, but amidst all the complaints about it being a waste of time, school's quite fun. Food's good, and the toilets are clean. School's big and very windy, and there's eye-candy! :D Like while waiting for J8 shops to open, we just sit in the canteen and wait, and people-watch. It's interesting to see the different groups of people that are hanging out together and who are claiming their territory in the canteen already. It's so American High School.

Damn. I wish those idiots weren't in my school.

The best thing happened to me yesterday.

After sending Thashi off, and having a whale of a time with Shimin's party in the airport, we happily got onto the train from Changi to Tanah Merah, getting really high in the train. When we stepped out of the train, there was this announcement that said "The last train for Boon Lay has departed". Okay so then we figured we missed the last train from Tanah Merah going in the direction of Boon Lay, but nevermind. Lyn, Shimin, Shijia and I were just like, OHSHIT HOW ARE WE GONNA GET HOME. So okay, being the thinker (leader, and pioneer) that I am, I said "let's get out of the station and see what we can do". For Shimin and I, everything was okay cos we live in the East so getting a bus was gonna be no problem. Afterall, it was ONLY 11.35pm. So after Lyn's dad panicked and called her and made her me frustrated, we managed to cut the queue of all the people waiting for taxis and got Snifflebuds a cab home. BEFORE 12MN (haha, yay me!) And then Shimin and I tried to settle Shijia's transport home but Shimin's bus came so she left so I figured out this way for Shijia to get home. Safely I hope, cos I didn't hear from her after that.

Okay so, after getting Shijia on her way home, bus 14 came and I boarded the bus and was very amused at the thought of the misfortune that had befallen us. But no. After awhile I ended up at the bus interchange and everyone got off except me. I thought the bus was just passing by the interchange so I didn't get off and this man stared at me before alighting. And then, THE LIGHTS IN THE BUS WENT OFF! Then I looked out and saw "Alighting berth" and then smart me figured out why the man gave me such strange looks when I didn't alight. So I stood up and went to the bus uncle and went "Uncle! I think I forgot to alight *gives sheepish smile*" and bus uncle who was so dark just looked at me blankly and drove on! Omg. Then after awhile he stopped and let me get off. I was SO EMBARRASSED. And imagine, if I sat in the upper deck, I would never have gotten back home ever. The possibilities are endless because I could've been locked up in the bus overnight! Makes for a great primary school composition piece aye? Great action, great drama, and a great deal of bad luck.

Alright so as if I thought I could get no more unlucky than I already was, things didn't just stop there. I called my dad and told him I took the right bus in the wrong direction and ended up at the interchange. Then I said it was alright cos there were somemore buses so I'd be on my way home in half an hour. Then I went to queue at the bus 14 berth cos I saw 2 people standing there. And after 5 mins, I looked up at the board and read "LAST BUS: 2345" I was like, "SHIT. It's 12+ already, NO MORE BUS!!!" Had to call my very amused dad to come rescue me from the interchange. And I was really really embarrassed when I had to call my dad again. All the time, I was just thinking, "WHY THE HELL AM I SO STUPID".

I blame it on the dark. When night falls, anything can happen. Oh and I am now a subscriber of Murphy's Law. "What can go wrong, will go wrong". Last night was a perfect illustration of Good Ol' Murphy's Law. So now MURPHY IS MY FRIEND. And speaking of Murphy, I think the events of yesternight is of great comedic worth! It deserves to be made into a movie! And casting for the role of me? No prizes for guessing who. You know it has to be Eddie Murphy. :D

This is the worst 1 Jan of any year that I've ever had.
But it was also one of the most fun and exciting. At least before the shit began. Oh well, at least there was fun and excitement. I mean, spending it at a friend's house? Cool shit.

But like I said, that was before the shit began.

So one piece of shit news I can announce here is this.

NO MORE SLEEPOVERS for a long long long long long long time.
All thanks to my sister who screwed up stuff. Now I won't even be able to sleepover like maybe say, even once in a year?

YA. So any sleepovers you guys have? Count me out. Don't bother inviting me.

At least the last one I would ever have was the most exciting sleepover. Sneaking out of the house to Yian's neighbour's house at 3am without getting caught? Awesome. 

I am very incoherent so I apologise but I am in Macs and I'm depending on the battery life to sustain my laptop so I can't really edit this slowly cos it's wasting energy and time that I can use to type more stuff. So anyway, countdown at TJ's house was cool. Super funny cos he invited Yian and Felicia and I and originally we were supposed to countdown separately but then only raisin, Shev and Kayleigh could make it so we ended up getting 3 of them over to TJ's house. I mean only Shev and Ruixin he didn't know so we didn't care la. His stupid dog bit all of us so we have battlescars. And she kept licking! AH omg. But she's quite cute la so it's alright. Sadly, she pees everywhere! Hahaha so poor TJ had to keep mopping up her pee. Hilarious man. Aiya anyway the BBQ was quite nice.

OMG AT MIDNIGHT, I GOT SPRAYED. 

Stupid TJ attacked Yian and I and I got champagne all over my back. And it was DAMN FREAKING COLD LA. Like the champagne hit the back of my neck and my neck went stiff and it hurt like shit so I thought my neck was gonna die. It was super painful but at least the pain went away so it was okay. After sending Shev and Ruixin off we went back to Yian's house to bathe and after that we had nothing to do so we sneaked out to TJ's house where the party was still going on. All the guys playing XBOX and stuff la. Crashed his room and we started playing stupid games and this weird online puzzle thing that made us DO MATH within like 4 hours of the new year! Then people just dozed off and we continued till 5.30am. But by then we were all damn tired.

Anyway the drama began after I slept at 7am and woke up at 10am and called home. So whatever. I don't wanna talk about it cos it spoils my mood. But yeah, I don't have internet connection anymore. If anything, call me.

Bye, internet. Bye, sleepovers. (Sorry Ruici there's no way I'm gonna get to sleepover this year anymore)
Bye, life.

Cos internet is my life. (I feel detached from the world without it. Don't tell me I'm an internet addict cos I know it :) )

Horoscopes are freaking me out. What I read yesterday that would happen today kinda happened. And even scarier is how it happened. :O

Okay I am like damn excited about the days to come. It's like, full blown excitement and gatherings and fun all the way till the end of 2008! 30th December there's phishypeople outing to Sentosa :D Plus a movie after Sentosa. Mega awesome!

Upcoming events (As a reminder to myself)
26 December- Day out with Bobbas
29 December- BJ trip gathering
30 December- Phishy outing
31 December- NYE countdown?

I think the harder I try, the better I get.. at failing.

What originally was is now ceasing to be. And I'm really sad cos things didn't have to be this way. I don't know whose problem it is, but on my part, I don't think I've done anything to deserve this. Anyway it's not like that person's gonna ever read this, so it doesn't matter. What I can't stand is the fact that I don't know what the problem is and why things are getting so weird. Like stop being and cold with me cos I can't stand it. I don't like people being nice to me one moment and then turning around to ignore me moments later. And this is directed at no particular person because I mean it when I say I don't like people treating me this way.

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Okay I feel like I'm undoing the puzzle pieces that I slowly put together and I don't know what to do because I feel like if I stop doing what I do now things are gonna seem even weirder. So where do I start?

Talk to the person and ask what the heck is wrong? Or should I just leave things as they are.

Ah dang it.